Love Through The Pain

by VNIX

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This song discusses narcissistic family abuse from the scapegoated child's perspective, reflecting on the hurt, the challenge of fighting through that pain to recovery, learning not to lose yourself to the monster abuse wants you to become, but instead finding yourself through healing, the power of love, and renewed trust with safe people.

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lyrics

You taught me I wasn’t strong
I had to learn who I was on my own
My mirror for how to love was you
In me, you put all your shame
I was your scapegoat to rage on and blame
You showed me I was worth less than you

I’m gonna fight through the
Fight through the shame until I heal, till I change
Fight through the, fight through the shame
And, I’m gonna love through the
Love through the pain until I’m me once again
Love through the, love through the pain

I only needed your love
To be myself and accepted as was
I never felt good enough for you
I fought to survive who you were
To save the life inside me I deserved
I left to learn how to love myself

Chorus x1

Imma make a change, Imma do it right, right
Findin' peace of mind, Imma win this fight, fight
Wiggle alligator in these waters, what a life
Imma space cruiser, heading to the star light
I can make a difference, I believe it, now I know
Imma heal myself, I'll be helping other's grow
The phoenix has a mission, burning brightly
Now it shows

Oh, I’m gonna dance through the
Dance through the pain, find the joy once again
Dance through the, dance through the pain
I'm gonna love!

I’m gonna fight through the
Fight through the shame until I heal, till I change
Fight through the, fight through the shame
(Imma do me because I know you'll never change)
And, I’m gonna love through the
Love through the pain until I’m me once again
Love through the, love through the pain
I'm gonna love
I'm gonna love

I'mma love myself, love myself now
I'mma love myself, love myself, love myself now, right now
I'mma love myself, love myself now
I'mma love myself, love myself, love myself now, right now
I'mma love myself, love myself now
I'mma love myself, love myself, love myself now, right now

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released June 3, 2022
Music, Lyrics, Production, Mixing: VNIX
Mixing, Mastering: Josh Smith
Copyright 2022

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